LONELY

I wonder why suddenly I feel completely lonely. It’s like everyone is around me but they don’t seem to be close to me. I need a vacation!!

QUIT MY JOB

My Hubby Ask Me To Quit My job & Become a Housewife. He say I will have more time for my kids, for him and the most he highlight is keeping our home tidy.

It's something that I Should think long and hard. It's a tough decision. He says financially we are able to live on one income. Of course I always love to be able to quit my job and choose to stay home cause if I stay home, I would have all day to do other things that I may not have a chance to do because of work. you would be able to take on new hobbies and/or you would have more time to devote to your children and husband.

WILL IT BE A GOOD IDEA ?

CUTE COUPLE

Aarthi and Ganesh’s wedding took place at the Guruvayoorappan Temple on October 23rd, 2009 amidst close family and friends. The reception for the newly wed couple was held on October 25th in Chennai in which several film stars, directors and producers participated. The Chief Minister of Tamil Nadu, M Karunanidhi and Union Telecom Minister, A Raja also attended the wedding reception to greet the couple.

Aarthi,can be seen in many tamil films as comedy actress & Ganesh has been into films from his childhood days.Both of them have taken part in a reality dance show too as couple.Aarthi said that love blossomed between them only before 3 months & having getting the permission from their parents,the couple has decided to tie the knot.

They are a very cute couple. I wish the couple a very happy married life.

Deepavali Surprise

I like surprises especially if it's from loved one. And that is what I got yesterday. My hubby bought me a Punjabi suit. What made me more happy is that he picked a pink colour, which I was searching for this year deepavali. I am not sure if I ever mentioned to him about it. well, I feel the sweetest surprises are the most precious love. I will post the photo’s once I come back from deepavali leave. Until than, I Wish You All A Very Happy Deepavali.

My Deepavali Preparation

It is always a joy thinking that the Deepavali is near. It is a day where all gathers and at the same time partying. I started preparing two months ago, as in buying cards, cloths, cookies, and firecrackers. I know I shopped quite early, which is because I do not like to shop in crowd and rushing. I should finish my final shopping by this weekend which is to buy a Giordano pants for my hubby and this Saturday I will put up decorations.

This year deepavali, we got to wake up at 3 o’clock. Its because we have to go and have our oil bath before the sun gets up and it’s last Saturday for Portasi Sani whereby we should be in Perumal temple at 4.30am. Waking my kutties will be tough job for me, but with just a few firecrackers early morning could help me. I also plan to try carrot Halwa recipe which I got from http://arunathetemptations.blogspot.com/ .

Not forgetting that Today is the first anniversary of my blog Smiling Moon.

Sadness, Confusion, Hurt

There is time when things do not work out the way we wanted. I don’t know how to describe the feeling I’m going through now. Sadness, confusion, hurt. It is so hard to digest and comprehend things happened but I left with no option? I would love to carry on and just let it go by the way it happen. No point in getting it in more difficult situation. However, my heart is broken. I didn’t expect this. There is no choice given and the decision is firm enough to make me realize the meaning of it. Yes! Stay out of it. I understood well. What is going to happen next?

I tried to create a normal conversation but it sounds a little cold at the other end. I wonder if there is hope for healing a broken relation? Yes, I was angry. But why? isn’t it obvious that you were important to me. You didn't have to make critical remarks on me. It upset me deeply and I think I don’t deserve such words. You may highlight what you have done for me but I will never do the same to you.

Well, family to me is very important. I would never let them down. It is now and forever. We were questioned on why we did not give respect. All what I need to know is why Didn't we get it in the First Place? When he started it, you name the act as it’s his character. When we Defend our decision, you name us RUDE. I don’t think I OWE ANYONE AN APOLOGY!

I want you to know, deep down I want strong family bonds and ever lasting. I just wish u feel the same way. We still care for you.

Questions

Questions, which we will come across , whether you like it or not ..

21 years old - When I’m enjoying my single life “Yeppo Kalayanam”

22 Years Old - When I just got married “Eppo Baby”

23 years Old - Trying to be do well in mother job for my Prince “ eppo rendavethe”

24 Years Old - Give birth to my second prince “marepediyum annah ?? ponnu venama”

Now I’m 28 years old.. many ask me “Ponnu venumneh asai illeyah ?” ada kaduvileh… yen in the makkalgeh think panna mathikirangeh… Kasseh ennah maretheleyah kaikithe. Each step in life nowadays needs money. I am not financially stable.

Let me announce it here... May 2010 I will try for baby… I DON’T CARE IF ITS Boy or gal… but that will be the final. No more kids after that. please pray for me that I will get girl to put a full stop from makkal kekireh kelvikeh. I remember kamal said “kelvi kekirethe rombe easy…”

No Smoking

I have always felt smoking in public is disrespectful toward others. I’ve even seen many smokers throw cigarette butts outside their cars. There is once the butt land on my Car Front Screen when a truck Driver throw and he manage to give a smile instead of lift his hand up saying sorry.

I wish the government could consider my suggestion for those smoking in Public.

1. Give One Tight Slap
2. Throw bucket water at them
3. Never allow them into any shopping mall, restaurant or even going into Public Loo…

Any other suggestions?

Secret Box

Pardon me for not being around for sometime. nothing spark my mind on what to write.. so yesterday I thought of writing about my Secret Box.

Yes, I have a secret box and I Keep it in the dark. No one ever finds it. and I never shared even to close one about this Box. I don’t keep my SECRET LIFE. However, I keep notes of the Mistake I have done and when I need to admit it.

Why do I take time to admit? Good Question. No one realize who is the cause behind it. But I knew its me and don’t dare to admit. When few months or years passed, the matter won’t be a big thing to them. That is when I will admit. And most of the time, I get... “It’s ok... Its already passed... So cheer up” See what I mean.

There is one time I admit to a mistake, which I kept for 4 years. It took me longer to gain my guts because the pain is still there. When I did the mistake, many knew it but they don’t know why I did it. They hated me to maximum. The person who made me do it walk away without any guilt feeling. It is a long long long story and I do not want to drag it out.

When I opened my secret Box yesterday, I realize I have two more to go. But I have to add in another one. Maybe next year I will clear all out. Wish me Luck.

WAT HAPPEN !!!!!

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